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THE CHILD IN GOD
My wife
and I are very thankful for and blessed because of our grandchildren. We
love to have them visit and to visit with them. Unfortunately, given the
distance between them and us, time with them does not happen as often as
we would like. Even so, when it does happen, we have a wonderful time. We
are also quite happy and relieved when they go back to Mom and Dad. We are
exhausted. And it all has to do with our ages.
It’s
not that we are old. Well, yes, it is. We are too old to have children.
Their boundless energy and enthusiasm is more than we can sometimes endure
and surely could not endure on a continual basis. I cannot imagine being
the parent of my grandchildren. It almost wears me out thinking about that
possibility. I can take them in doses, small doses at that.
It’s
not that I get tired easily. I don’t have boundless energy to be sure and
certainly not the energy I had when we were raising our daughters. The
problem is that our grandchildren, like all little children, never get
tired. Tyler, our three-year-old grandson, is a whirling dervish. He has
boundless energy. He tires me out just thinking about his energy. His
motto is “do it again!” And when I do it again, he wants to do it again –
and again and again.
All of
which brings me to God the Father – or Mother, if you prefer. It doesn’t
matter. In fact I sometimes think we sometimes think of God not as
Father/Mother but as Grandfather/Mother: an older person whose age has
caught up with her and who gets tired of it all all too easily. Once is
enough for Grandmother God. She expended lots of energy creating the
world, and now she sort of sits out there watching the world go by. She
gets involved as the spirit moves, but not all that often and certainly
does not expend too much energy because, again, she tires easily.
Maybe
not. In fact, rather than thinking of God as Father or Grandmother,
perhaps we ought to think of God as Child or certainly think about the
child in God. G. K. Chesterton wrote this about children and God: “A child
kicks his legs rhythmically through excess, not absence, of life. Because
children have abounding vitality, because they are in spirit fierce and
free, therefore they want things repeated and unchanged. They always say,
‘Do it again’; and the grown-up person does it again until he is nearly
dead. For grown-up people are not strong enough to exult in monotony. But
perhaps God is strong enough to exult in monotony. It is possible that God
says every morning ‘Do it again’ to the sun, and every evening ‘Do it
again’ to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes all
daisies alike; it may be that God makes every daisy separately but has
never gotten tired of making them. It may be that he has the eternal
appetite of infancy.” — Christian Century, 7/26/05
And it
may be that we adults do not. As with God there is a child in each one of
us, a child who delights in doing it again, of seeing the sun come up
every day and the moon rising every night, who never tires and is never
bored. Perhaps we have allowed that child to
die. Perhaps that child
needs resurrection. WJP |