MAKING SENSE OF OUR YESTERDAYS

Mitch Albom, he of Tuesdays with Morrie, in his latest book writes about the five people you meet in heaven. Fascinating reading. Albom is no theologian. He writes mostly about sports. But sports are about people, people playing games. Albom writes about those games people play, how they were played and why they turned out the way they did. Life is not a game, but it is about people. Albom knows people and knows people have questions about all the whys and wherefores of life and, perhaps more importantly, the whys and wherefores of life after life: heaven.

So he tells the tale of Eddie the Maintenance Man who dies and meets five people in heaven. The first person Eddie meets says to him: "Each of us was in your life for a reason. You may not have known the reason at that time, and that is what heaven is for. For understanding your life on earth…. This is the greatest gift God can give you: to understand what happened in your life. To have it explained, It is the peace you have been searching for." "Heaven," as another one of those five people Eddie meets, says, "is [where} you get to make sense of your yesterdays."

Well, I don’t know what heaven is like; but I surely do believe that when I get there, the life I have just lived will finally make sense. All the pieces will fit together. There will be no loose ends, no unanswered questions. I will know why everything happened the way it happened and thus know why it happened in the first place. I will meet all those people who crossed my path in this life and see the influence they had on my thoughts and words and actions even if I did not know it at the time. All my yesterdays will finally make sense. What a gift!

It is also a great consolation in the here and now. After all, one of the greatest questions we ask is "Why?" One of our greatest frustrations is that all too often that question goes unanswered. We know we cannot see the big picture and that frustrates us. We know that if we could see that picture, life would make so much more sense. So we grope our way though life searching for the answers to questions that can only be answered in the life hereafter. We struggle with partial answers, inadequate answers, even, to some questions, no answers at all.

It will certainly be a moot point whether or not the greatest gift God gives us is in the life to come is to understand what happened in this life. It is certainly a gift to anticipate. At this point in my life I am in no hurry to find the answer to that question. I can wait even as I do look forward to finally being able to make sense of all my yesterdays. Albom reminds me of what I already knew but, perhaps all too often, take for granted especially when caught up in those life situations where nothing seems to make sense and all I can do is ask "Why?"

Thanks, Mitch.                                                                                                                          W.J.P