PROPER
14-A, August 7, 2005
Shakespeare
once asked the rather profound question, "What’s in a
name?" On the surface the answer is, "Sometimes
something. Sometimes nothing." Take my family for example.
Arlena and I and our siblings are named after close relatives or
patron saints. On the other hand our children and grandchildren
are not named after anyone. My great nephew born last Sunday is
named Vionno. My
brother, his grandfather, has no idea where his son and
daughter-in-law came up with that name. So sometimes there is
indeed something in a name and sometimes there is nothing. What
is important is what we do in our own names.
The
main figure in today’s Gospel is a name named
"Peter". Actually "Peter" is really his
nickname. The name his parents gave to him when he was
circumcised was "Simon, son of Jonah". Jesus gave
Simon the name "Peter". "Peter" means
"Rocky". And I believe Jesus had a good reason to
nickname Simon "Rocky". That nickname, I think, came
not from the incident where Jesus said to Peter, "You are
Peter, and on this rock I will build my church." Rather I
think the name came from today’s Gospel story.
Picture
the scene if you will. It’s late at night. The disciples are
in their boat trying to cross the lake. It’s windy and
blustery and not a little dangerous even for experienced sailors
like some of them. These men suddenly begin to become quite
terrified because the sea turns very treacherous. In their
fright they look up and they see someone walking on the water.
They can’t believe their eyes. They must be seeing things,
even seeing a ghost. No one can walk on water that is for
certain.
But
as the figure gets closer and closer and the sea gets rougher
and rougher, they realize that it is Jesus walking out there on
top of the water. Now they really begin to shake in their
sandals. Yes, it is true, they have seen Jesus giving sight to
the blind and making cripples walk and deaf people hear – but
walking on water in the middle of the night in the middle of a
violent storm – that is incredible. It is unbelievable!
Actually,
they are not sure just what to believe. So Simon yells at the
person walking on the water and asks, "Is that you,
Jesus?" And Jesus responds that it is indeed he. So Simon
being Simon, brash and bold and maybe even a little stupid, says
to Jesus, "If it really is you, let me come over to
you." And Jesus says to him, "Come on over."
And
Simon does. And Simon sinks – like a rock. Jesus stretches out
his hand, grabs hold of Simon and saves his life. Then they get
into the boat and Jesus immediately begins to rib Simon about
his lack of faith and how he sank like a rock. From that moment
on, I want to believe, Jesus used this new nickname for Simon:
Peter, Rocky. It’s almost like an inside joke, is it not? When
the boat lands on shore, Jesus and the disciples continue on
their way as Jesus continues on in his ministry. When the people
begin hearing Jesus calling Peter "Rocky", they
probably wonder what this "Rocky" thing is all about.
They’re not in on the joke.
But
the great part about this inside joke is that it was more than a
joke. It became a reminder to Simon Peter about how important
faith is and about how his past mistakes must not keep him from
growing into the person Jesus knew he could become. It was a
reminder not so much of what he had been but of what he could
become. Peter was a brash and impetuous man whose outward
profession of faith was counterbalanced by his inner lack of
faith. Outwardly Peter’s faith seemed rock solid. But every
time Peter was asked to put his faith to the test, he sank like
a rock.
From
the very beginning, when Jesus saw Simon and called Simon to
follow him, Jesus saw potential in Simon. He saw not someone who
would sink like a rock in time of a crisis in faith but one who
would be rock solid. So every time Jesus called Peter
"Rocky", it was subtle, gentle reminder to Peter that
what Jesus wanted most from Peter was faith. He wanted Peter to
live out in his life what Peter said he believed – and to be
rock-solid in that faith. Jesus, of course, wanted that same
solid faith from everyone who would follow him.
In
many, many ways many of us, maybe all of us, are like Peter:
when our faith is put on the line, when push comes to shove, we
often sink like a rock. But that is not the point of this Gospel
story. It would be if it had stopped there. But the Gospel story
does not end with Simon sinking into the lake, not even with
Jesus chiding Simon because of his lack of faith or even how he
Simon got his nickname.
No,
the Gospel does not end with Peter’s failure, his failing in
faith. It ends, for Peter, with his dying because of his faith.
By the time Peter died, his faith was rock solid. And the reason
why it was, or at least part of the reason why Peter’s faith
grew was that Jesus forgave Peter – always. Whenever Peter
began to sink, Jesus stretched out his hand for Peter to grab
onto. Jesus always saw the good in the man, the potential for
good. And for Jesus the past was past, always.
That
is not to say that the past is unimportant, that or failures
should be overlooked, that our lack of faith is no big deal. Our
past is important. Our faithlessness is important. But what is
even more important is what we learned from our past mistakes.
Peter learned a lot when he sank like a rock. He learned even
more when he denied he knew Jesus. He learned that he was not as
strong as a rock, as strong and as faithful as he thought he was
or publicly claimed he was. When Peter examined his conscience
each night as he fell off to sleep, he reflected booth upon his
failures and his successes. It was the only way he could
continue to grow in his faith, to make it become rock solid.
What’s
in a name? What is in your name, in my name? Within our name is
contained all of our past, both good and bad. Within our names,
no matter how young or how old we are, is contained all our
hopes for a better future. Jesus knows us by name, you and I,
and he calls us by name, just as he called Simon by name. And
just as Jesus knew that within Simon there was both the ability
to sink like a rock or to be rock solid when his faith was put
to the test, so Jesus knows that that same potential is in each
one of us.
Today’s
Gospel is a reminder to you and to me that our name is
important, that we are important, that God knows us and calls
each of us by name. It is also a reminder that there is more to
us than just our name, more than what others can see or
perceive. The Gospel is a reminder that we need one another in
this world and that without the love and support and forgiveness
of others, we will all drown in our own failures and mistakes.
And most
importantly, the Gospel reminds us that we must always reach out
our hands to others so that they can grab on to us and we can
grab on to them. It’s what "Matthew 25…and all that
jazz" is all about is it not? This Gospel story is a
reminder that we cannot live out the commands and demands of
Matthew 25 without the love and support of one another. Without
that love and support, without those supportive hands, we will
all fail. We will all sink like a rock. But working together our
faith will be alive and will be rock solid.