EASTER
III - A, April 10, 2005
I
have never had the privilege of walking the road from Jerusalem to
Emmaus, but, God willing, I hope to be able to do so some day.
Given the conditions in Israel today, however, I’m not sure
that’s a good idea. It may not be very safe. But some day, if
possible, I would like to walk the Jerusalem Road to Emmaus.
The
truth is I already have, several times. And so have you. We've all
walked that road because we had to walk that road. We had no other
choice. Oh, we would have rather not had to, just as the disciples
in today's Gospel would rather have been doing anything that
Sunday afternoon -- anything, other than walking the road to
Emmaus. But they, too, had to walk that road. They had no other
choice.
Their
world had suddenly fallen apart. Their hopes and dreams had been
dashed to pieces with Jesus' arrest, his crucifixion and death.
Whatever plans they had for Jesus, and however they saw themselves
fitting into those plans, whatever dreams they had for the future
with Jesus as their leader -- all of that came to a sudden,
startling, dramatic and traumatic halt three days before.
Now
they were lost, confused, bewildered. They really did not know
what to do, these two men. Yes, they had heard some unbelievable
stories from some of their friends about having seen Jesus that
very morning. But women were telling these stories. And you know
how women are. They can get so hysterical at times, almost seeing
things that no one else sees. So you had to take what they were
saying with a grain of salt, a large, a very large grain of salt.
But still the problem remained for them: what were they going to
do now, now that all those plans that they had been putting
together these past three years had gone up in smoke? What were
they going to do?
Well,
they really did not know the answer to that question. But what
these two men did know was that what they had to do right then was
simply get out of town; take a walk, a good walk, a seven-mile
walk to Emmaus. It would give them a chance to clear their heads;
talk over the situation; try to discern and discover where they
would go from here. And that they did.
As
Paul Harvey says, we know the rest of the story. Paul Harvey
himself has told that story hundreds of times, only the names and
places and circumstances changed, but not the basic story itself.
For the basic story is about a broken dream, an unexpected
tragedy, life turned inside out and upside down in a flash. We
have all been there. It has happened to us. What we did at that
moment, probably more often than we would like to admit, or even
realize, was to take a walk to Emmaus.
We
set off down that road, began to walk that highway, that lonesome
highway, all by ourselves. And that was by choice. We simply
needed to get away, to take some time to think, to sort out
matters, to get our heads together. "I'll be all right,"
we said. "I just need some time alone," we said. And off
we went, down that road to Emmaus.
Oftentimes,
and again, maybe more often than we would like to admit, that
lonesome highway was very lonesome. No one came along to walk with
us. In fact, it almost seemed as if everyone was avoiding us at
that time. And, if we are honest, we will have to admit that at
times when others did come along side us and offer to walk with
us, we said, "No thanks. I can make it myself. I don't need
any help." And off we went, even more lonesome than before.
And the road became longer and lonelier and wider and more
difficult to travel than ever. Yet, we trudged on, all by
ourselves.
But
eventually the road simply became too lonely and too difficult and
too long. So we gave in and allowed others to walk the road with
us. And they did. They walked with us and talked with us, held our
hand and pulled us along. They helped us to take another look at
the whole situation, take another look at our life. At first we
did not want to hear them out. It was simply too painful to
remember the past. That's why we were on that road in the first
place: to get away from the past, the hurt, the disappointment.
The last thing we wanted was to be reminded of those dashed dreams
and deep hurts.
But
we listened. We were too tired to fight any more anyway, too
exhausted to argue, too worn out to even cry. So we listened.
Others joined us on the road. And when we arrived, finally, at
Emmaus, we had to rest. But we also had to celebrate the end of
the journey, and we had to do that first. And when we did
celebrate, when we broke bread together with the friends who had
joined us on our walk to Emmaus, our eyes were finally opened. We
could finally see passed the past, passed the tragedy that forced
us to walk that road, see into new life.
What
happened, of course, was that we had met Jesus along that road:
Jesus, who came to us in our friends, friends who told us that
they understood, friends who had been to Emmaus, too, in their
lives; friends who shared their lives, their love with us; friends
who would break bread with us; friends who would nourish us just
as they had been nourished.
The
story of the two disciples on the road to Emmaus is every person's
story. It is the story of a broken dream, a tragic hurt, turned
into new life, turned into resurrection, turned into Easter. That
is the rest of the story. That new life, however, only comes after
we start down the road to Emmaus, after we decide we have to move
on and not look back, after we meet others on the road who will
walk and talk with us, after we find that supportive community who
will break bread with us.
That
supportive community is all of us, of course. It is the Church.
Yes, the two disciples recognized Jesus in the breaking of the
bread. But, more importantly, what they recognized and what they
realized was that Emmaus was not where they needed to be. Where
they needed to be was back in Jerusalem with their friends, their
church, those who had walked their own roads to Emmaus in their
own ways. And that's where they went, immediately.
I
am still haunted by the memory, the picture in my mind, of a man
who, many Easters ago in Parkersburg, West Virginia, joined us for
part of the Eucharist at the early service. He walked into the
church at the beginning of my sermon. He wore only a pair of
loose-fitting brown corduroy pants, nothing else: no shoes, no
socks, no shirt. He left immediately after the service. What
haunts me is that this man may have been walking to his Emmaus and
I let him go -- alone. May God forgive me. May God forgive us when
we refuse to be Jesus to those who are walking their Emmaus Roads.
We
have all been down that Emmaus Road in one way or another. We are
here today because we met and somehow recognized Jesus along the
way, Jesus whom we met and found in other people. There are many,
many people at this very moment walking their Roads to Emmaus.
They may be wearing only corduroy pants. They may be dressed in
Brooks Brothers suits or Liz Claiborne dresses or Levis and cowboy
boots. We may not know them by name. They may be our closest
friends. But they are walking that road. Whether they admit it or
not, what they are looking for, waiting for, is Jesus to come
along and walk with them, listen to them, talk with them, grieve
with them, love them, support them. Just as others have been Jesus
to us when we walked our Road to Emmaus, so we must be Jesus to
others when they walk theirs.