EPIPHANY
III-A -- January 23, 2005
I am
not a plumber nor do I pretend to be a plumber. I am also cheap. The
last thing I ever want to do when some plumbing goes wrong in my
house is call a plumber. I know it will cost me an arm and a leg. So
I always first try to do it myself. Then and only then do I call a
plumber. A couple of years ago a faucet in our bathroom started to
drip. I knew there was a problem but I was reluctant to call a
plumber. That's why it took me two weeks to finally get around to
doing something about that leaky faucet. I was determined to fix it
myself.
The
first thing I did was head to the hardware store and purchase a new
faucet. Besides leaking, the old one was being eaten away by the
hard water. It needed to be replaced. The fixture I purchased
proclaimed on the box that it was, quote, "Easy to
Install." I didn't believe that for a minute.
The
worst part was removing the old fixture. I removed all the bottles
and everything else we stored under the sink, got on my back and
crawled up underneath to have a look to see what tools I would need.
I then got into my toolbox and picked out a few wrenches and set to
work. The first two nuts came off rather easily. Piece of cake, I
thought. Then I tried to get at the two lock nuts at the top. My
tools wouldn't do the job.
So I
called the hardware store, explained my problem and was told I
needed a basin wrench, which cost $6.95. I figured that since I'd
probably have to do this again sometime and that I couldn't get a
plumber to even walk to his truck for $6.95, it was worth the
investment. So I hopped into my truck, drove back to the store,
bought the wrench and went back to work. And hour later, after
almost losing two fingers and my religion, I had the nuts removed
and the fixture out and in the garbage. By that time my back was
killing me and my whole body was sore.
It
was now time for the "Easy to Install" new fixture. It
took another hour and a half plus a second trip to the hardware
store and the near total loss of my religion. But I fixed it. Yet
the real problem still remained despite the fact that my faucet was
fixed. For the real problem was how to prevent the problem from
reoccurring. Even though I now know how to change a faucet, I
don’t want to have to do it again, ever.
That's
really what our faith is all about, too. Jesus came among us not so
much to fix something that was broken, that was in need of repair.
Rather He came among us to help prevent problems from occurring in
the first place. Jesus never was a Mr. Fix-it although he fixed many
problems. Rather, he taught us how to prevent problems either from
happening at all or certainly from happening a second time.
How
is that accomplished? Simple: by following Jesus. Not by following a
Creed; by following Jesus. Christianity is not a religion. It is a
relationship. Christianity is not a rule of life but rather a way of
life. When Jesus called Peter and Andrew and James and John to
follow him, he was calling them into a relationship with him. They
already had a religion. They already were following a Creed. They
had the Ten Commandments and the Law of Moses to guide them. But
that was not enough. They were still being broken. There was
something in their lives that needed not so much to be fixed as to
be changed. Only a relationship could do that. That's why Jesus
called them to be fishermen and not plumbers.
I am
not a fisherman. I have never been a fisherman. I don't ever want to
be a fisherman. Peter and Andrew were fishermen. Some of my best
friends are fishermen. I think it's boring. Now I am sure that it is
a lot of fun when you catch something. But simply standing there in
the middle of the water or riding in an outboard or even in a big
yacht in the middle of the ocean casting your line and waiting for
those dumb fish to bite seems to me waste of time. Now I don't mind
eating the fish that have been caught. But I'd rather be golfing. To
a fisherman, golf is a waste of time. To each his own.
But
whatever we like to do -- fish, golf, even fix faucets -- there are
two requirements in order to be good: talent and patience. Both are
necessary. I can be the most talented golfer in the world, but if I
have no patience, I won't score well. I can have the patience of Job
and no talent and also not score well. It’s like that
easy-to-install faucet: if we don’t have the talent to do the job,
or the patience, we won’t be able to do it.
The
same with fishing and plumbing. All the patience in the world won't
catch one fish or fix one faucet if you don't know what you are
doing. But if a talented fisherman doesn't have patience, he won't
catch one fish. If a talented plumber doesn't have patience, he'll
give up plumbing. The young man who sold me the faucet told me that
he dropped out of plumbing school because he lacked the patience
necessary to become a good plumber.
Relationships
take time and talent and a whole lot of patience. Jesus was
infinitesimally patient with his fishermen: every day for three
years he was building a relationship with them. He knew that that
was the only way that they would be able to do what He wanted them
to do. What Jesus wanted his Apostles to do was not to found a
religion but to build a church, a community of people, a community
of broken people, some of whom had been fixed but most of whom
seemed to be constantly in need of repair and who were now trying to
live in a loving relationship with one another.
That's
what the Apostles were: they were a community of broken people who
were held together by their love for Jesus and for one another. But
they had to keep at it. They had to have patience. The old line
about feeding a starving person is so true. We can feed him for a
day by giving him a fish. We can feed him for a lifetime by teaching
him how to fish.
Averill
Harriman, who was really Mr. Ambassador for this country for many,
many years, was once asked about his command of the French language.
He said, "My French is excellent, except for the verbs."
That was true for the Apostles and is so often true for us. Peter
and the Apostles had all the adjectives right: holy, sacred, noble.
The nouns were all right, too: God, faith, messiah, redeemer. They
knew what faith in God demanded. But they were rather weak on the
verbs: follow, forgive, love, act, take up your cross, and so forth.
They were weak on the fixing part.
Relationships
take nouns and adjectives -- good people, bad people, broken people;
Good Old Joes and Sinful Susies and Holy Harrys. But relationships,
communities, churches take, most of all verbs. Good Old Joes who
care; Sinful Susies who help, Holy Harrys who minister. But
relationships, given who we are as people, are always in need of
repair. In other words, we need to be plumbers, one for another,
patient plumbers. When one of us needs fixed, another does the
fixing, if you will.
We're
all apprentice plumbers and we're all leaky faucets, you and I.
Nouns and adjectives. That's for starters. To make us whole we need
to be in the fixing business. That's why we are here and that's what
a church is all about. A church is a community of broken people,
some of whom are in need of fixing, some of whom are doing the
fixing, all of whom are patient and supportive while the fixing is
going on. And like that old faucet of mine, what often needs to be
done is to remove the old stuff first.
As a
parish we are always in need of being fixed. How good a plumbing job
we do depends on our willingness to pay the price to be patient
plumbers. A good plumbing job takes time, demands talent and costs
money. So does being a parish – all of which is also a reminder
that next Sunday is our Annual Meeting.