| Matthew
9:1
And after getting
into a boat he crossed the sea and came to his own town.
Jesus had been raised in
Nazareth
but
Capernaum
had become the place he now called home. It was much larger than
Nazareth
, certainly more cosmopolitan. And as he discovered early on in his
ministry, when he did go back to
Nazareth
for a visit, he was not so warmly welcomed and his message was rejected
almost out of hand. In the long run, then, it proved to be a good move on
Jesus’ part to find another community to call home, one more open to his
message.
Every one of us wants a
place to call home, a place we can go to when our life seems upside down
and inside out. It is a place of comfort and solace and security. It may
be no one else’s idea of home but that doesn’t matter. We call it home
and we feel at home there and that is enough. We do not have to explain
why because that why may not be so explainable because to everyone else it
is unexplainable.
It has been said that once
we leave home, we cannot go back home again. We cannot in the sense that
what we left is no longer. As we grow and move on so does what we have
left behind. It grows as well. It often grows in a direction we wish it
would not. But we have left and when we come back home, it is no longer
home – as Jesus discovered when he returned to
Nazareth
.
Jesus outgrew
Nazareth
. We can outgrow our hometowns. It happens. That does not make our old
hometowns or us any better or any worse. We change. Towns change. Life
goes on. When we find we cannot go back home again, we have to find
another place we can call home.
I love my hometown because
it was the place where I grew up. It helped me become the person I now am,
yes, for better or for worse – hopefully, for the better. But I am not
sure I can go back there to live again and once again call it my home.
Both the town and I have changed and we may no longer be compatible. Some
of my siblings still live there and they love it. Too much has changed all
around for me to now be able to call it anything but the town in which I
was raised.
The truth is, where we are
is where our home is, hometowns notwithstanding. We make a home; we settle
in; we become part of a community. As long as we remain unsettled, or
allow ourselves to remain so, we will keep looking for that place to call
home and we will never find a home. Home, as is said, is where the heart
is, and we can make any place a place of the heart. To do so we have to
allow our hearts to be open to begin to see the goodness and godliness of
everyone and everything around us. For all creation is God’s and all
creation and all creatures reflect the goodness and love of God. Home can
be, should be, wherever we find ourselves at the moment.
I
pray: Lord, thank you for giving me this place to be my home and all the
people here to be part of my extended family. Help us grow closer to one
another as we grow into the family you have created by bringing us
together. Amen.
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